Focus

I think I'm losing sight of what's brought me back to the States in the first place. It's so easy to do, though. Watch as I again complain of boredom. But it's not really boredom, as much as a feeling of being on pause. I'm making a few motions towards setting up a life in my new town, where I got my job acceptance, but I'm still waiting for my exam results to come in before I really start to do anything.

And I think I'm a little overwhelmed by all there is to do. I'm basically starting from scratch at this point. I had edited so many things out of my life when I first went overseas, and again when I came back. Three years ago, my life fit into two suitcases. Three months ago, it fit into two suitcases... and approximately 6 boxes that I sent through the mail.

On the bright side, I've grown to enjoy having less clutter in my life. Not to say that there's no clutter at all, but there's definitely less than more people. But then again, I don't have the things most people my age do, like a car, or a tv, or a bed. Yeah, I don't have a bed. I'll be sleeping on an air mattress when I first move to my new place.... and I don't have an air mattress either. I'll be buying it once my test results come in. See the way that moved full circle there?

Though I did manage to acquire a cat. I guess that's some progress on the road of life.